14.4.06

Only sometimes... only today perhaps.



The possibility of happiness makes me happy. but I am not happy yet. For now I just sit with only the feeling of anticipation, the potential... which could linger on for years. I know that.
Before, I was a happy 'sad person'. I had a lot of reasons to be happy, but I was not.
Now, I am a sad 'happy person'. I have a lot of reasons to be sad, but I am not.
Which one is better, I wonder...

6 comments:

Unknown said...

that is very true about you. have you noticed how i changed in the opposite way though.

Ghassan said...

we... switched?

Laila K said...

gus, i believe that i am too one of those happy "sad people"..definitely much more tasteful than a sad "happy person"..life's too short for sadness.

Hashem said...

whatever it is, it's better than my anhydonia...

rouba said...

happiness - ouff - it's a decision and you make it.
switch and unswitch it.

FZ said...

You made me think of an article on happiness i read recently... just posted it to my blog... :)